Wednesday, November 25, 2009



Mom (removing blanket from my face then hugging & kissing me): happy birthday

Me(hugging back): thank you, mommy(this is what I call my mom,,,when the love for her is irrupting in me)




7pm (12 hours later):

Mom: you come so late & you never really bother to inform at home. You are not even scared to come back so late,,,you should inform atleast,,,,,,,,blah blah blah

I,,,really not caring what she’s saying,,,went to wash my face,,,came back. Well I really feel like laughing whenever mom starts scolding me,,,it doesn’t suit her,,,she can’t be like other strict mom’s ,,,,never,,no matter how hard she tries.

Me: you didn’t come there,,,I was waiting,,,I even gave missed calls

Mom(giving a dirty look & I suppressing a laugh): you gave missed call just few moments ago. Now take your dad with you,,,,I’m busy

Out of all the permutations & combinations of parents God has made,,,I’ve got the most peculiar one. Mom,,being the sweetest person of this world & dad,,,being roughest person ever born on this earth. Mom doesn’t even know how to scold,,,,well,,,whatever little she has learnt,,is the gift of the strict mom’s present in her vicinity. She’s so loving,,,so caring & so sweet. If I would have her only,,,,I would have been still a five year old kid,,,,not at all matured. Now coming to dad,,,,,he’s a strange kind of person,,,one of his kind,,,,not giving a damn to what other says,,&,,emotionless,,,,if this is the right word I can use.

Back to scene:

Dad,,,,like me,,,,not listening to this silly conversation,,,,,busy in watching tv.

Me: ok let’s go papa.

Dad: wait for two minutes

Like the little kids do while waiting,,,I started exploring my surroundings.

Ah ha,,,,,,,New electrical equipment. Great,,,,so lemme just show my engineering skills,,,so what if I’m an electronics engineer,,,,I know so much about electrical engineering,,,so I started

Me(shocked): 2000watts,,,,,we haven’t the connection to use this much electricity. Moreover,,,these wires won’t permit us,,,we have to change wiring,,,this will burn everything,,,it’s too much load.

Dad got up & started walking towards door. Like a five year old,, I started following. So dark outside,,,empty roads,,,street dogs,,,,& just silence

Dad (breaking the silence): ya,,perhaps those wiring will damage everything,,I’ll consult the electrician tomorrow.

With definite intervals of silence,,,we continued this conversation,,,about wiring,,,,electricians,,,etc etc

After visiting the temple,,,we continued this conversation,,,on our way back home also with of course those regular intervals of silence.

(With dad,,,I can have only this kind of conversation,,,I can term this as official conversation,,,regaring such problems or his official problems. I never discuss my life,,,nor he asks. Mom,,on the other side,, always want to listen from me,,,but I don’t like to share)

During those intervals of silence I started thinking about some silly things. Dad didn’t even ask me why I was late,,,,he never bothers actually & mom is always so worried. Dad didn’t wish me today,,,,but then he hasn’t wished me ever,,though he never forgets my birthday,,reason being mom-dad’s marriage anniversary is on same day,,,& mom,,,,she’s always the first one to wish by hugging me. Mom can,,perhaps,,never forget that I’m a girl & dad,,never,,really took me as a girl

Oh yeah,,,,it’s all because of him,,,,I’m what I’m,,,,never willing to admit that I’m just a weak sect if society,,,,why should I???

Ya,,,it’s he who made me self dependent,,,fearless,,,bold,,whatever you may call it & of course careless & stubborn too,,,,,,,,,and sometimes arrogant also

Unlike all the girls,,,who are given a princess like treatment,,,,,,,,,I’m brought up like a prince,,,all thanks to my dad

Though neither he nor I’m gonna say the words “I love you” to each other directly,,,,,,,but here I’m saying,

p.s.: The pics have nothing to do with me,,,neither do they have any resemblance with my & my father's relation,,,I don't have any such pic with my dad,,,,,,,,or rather hardly any pic with my dad,,,,our relation is totally different,,,without having any definite definition

Monday, November 23, 2009

Random thoughts!!!

o here am I,,,scribbling whatever comes to my mind this moment,,,,it’s not because I’m desperate to publish a post in my blog,,,it’s just a little experiment or whatever you may call it. A moment before I had an anger attack (my weird terminology),,actually my di was here & irritating me,,she never stops teasing me,,and practically burns so much of my blood,,I try a lot not to give a damn to whatever she says but I fail. Anyways,, that anger attack is over now,,,,so now,,,let me wait for some random thought to come in my mind. Well this word random reminds me of a subject that we had in 5th semester, viz., “RANDOM PROCESSES & NOISE”,,,nothing special about this subject but yeah,, there is a special episode related to the teacher who used to teach us this particular subject,,she was a good teacher,,good or bad I don’t care actually,, but studious people in my class had such opinion about her,,okay,, what happened was,,,I had an issue with her,, I wasn’t actually talking when she made me & my two other friends to stand,,one was the topper,,once before also she had done this,,,I being very short tempered asked her the reason,,then I started my big bombastic dialogues that every student has dignity & blah blah blah,,,I didn’t listen to her,,but then she also said many things,,which I didn’t bother to listen. When she left the class,, many asked me to apologize,, as otherwise she would give me less marks or in worst case she would fail my internal,,,so I went after her,,,I don’t know what came in my mind,,instead of apologizing I told her that I hadn't came there for marks & I don’t give a damn to matks,, I came because I wanted her to know what type of student I was,,& what she did wasn’t right,,she replied that she knew what type of student I’m & she didn’t expected such thing from me,,,,then after people told me that was quite a gutsy move from me but stupid also. When result was out I got to know that she had given me good marks. Many said that it was because we both belonged to same community but it wasn’t like that. The one thing that she made me to learn (of course not anything related to the subject she taught,, no doubt I had maximum marks in that subject as compared to other subjects) was that forgiveness is the greatest virtue. From that day,,,I have controlled my temper a great deal.

Huh,,,,,,,,,,now lets again wait for some random thought to come in my mind,,,,,,,,oh yeah,,,my coffee mug,,it’s in front of me actually,,it reminds me of my friend who helped me in finding it

When you are doing nothing,,our mind is occupied with so many things but once you are determined to think about anything,,,,nothing comes,,,strange na???

Kaise bataien ,,,ki tujh ko chaahein,,,,lovely song na,,,choti was singing this so “THREE IDIOTS” came in my mind,,,even this movie has lovely songs,,,I’m looking forward to watch this movie,,,,I wanna see if this can do justice with “FIVE POINT SOMEONE”,,,,,,,the novel which made me to go to an IIT,,,,,awesome novel,,,I’ve discussed a lot about this novel previously in my blog also.

Powercut,,,,,so full stop

Sunday, November 15, 2009

More awards in my kiity :P

Yippee,,,I got two more awards,,,,given by funkyrave,,,,,,,,thanks funkyrave

Now since I always keep on exaggerating whenever I get award,,,so for a change this time I won’t,,,,but hey that doesn’t mean getting awards is insignificant,,,,,,,I’m too greedy for these awards but only those awards which are forwarded by people who genuinely like my blog & not those awards that are forwarded just for the heck of forwarding. So here are my awards:

And i forward this award to:

1) G

2) Vivek

3) Aradhana

4) Nivedita

5) Rahil

Monday, November 9, 2009

Messed up!!!!!

I guess you people would have already started doubting my passion for blogging as I’m quite irregular in publishing new posts. Well, I have an explanation for this,,,not one,,,,actually explanations for this. The first being my pc problem,,,,,it had some hardware problem & it took quite long for me to put aside my laziness and take it to some professional,,,now a new software problem has replaced the cured hardware problem,,,its my pc afterall,,how it can free from problems,,,still I can manage to access my account on blogger & other social networking sites,,(well that’s all I’ve to do with my pc),,,,then what took so long for me to publish a post???

Actually I have been to
IIT Roorkee along with my friends to attend the techfest there,,,viz THOMSO’ 09,,,it was such an awesome blossom show.

(a glimpse of excitement)
We enjoyed like hell but I lost my cell there ,,,actually some stupid,,idiot,,,gal of roorkee or someplace nearby stole it. Well,, it’s not her fault only,,actually I was too careless,,,I put my cell on charging & forgot to take it off,,,so I was in deep shock,,,to add more,,,I got to know that prepaid phones have been banned in Jammu seems like someone has casted spell of bad luck on me(don’t know what words to use here,,,I’m too bad with words). So now when I have managed to collect some money to buy the same handset,,,but of course secondhand,,,I’m a bit relieved,,so I’m here scribbling my “DUKH BHARI KAHANI” :( moreover mom won’t allow me to have a postpaid connection,,,she thinks I spend too much time on phone,,,,kya karein smaaj seva toh karni padti hai

(in the fond memory of my cell)
Hope I get permission to have a post paid connection,,,I’m demanding too much now. Anyways the good thing about the trip was,,,I got my long lost friendship back,,,yup it’s friendship not just friend & I’m too happy for that

And yeah,,,,I’m back to novels,,,now reading DIGITAL FORTRESS by DAN BROWN,,,,2 states,,,Kana & Abel,,,Anything for you Ma’m & Brida are in line,,,,,& these are books not e-books ;)

Presently I’m too messed up with college life,,,don’t know what I’m doing,,what’s happening around me,,,just know that I’m a
SUPER SENIOR now & it’s the last year,,,everything will be over soon,,,,,so I wanna live & enjoy these moments to fullest……………..


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