Saturday, August 22, 2009

Try this also ;)


Sitting with friends in canteen,,,,,,,,,,,,,in dhabha,,,,,,,in any restaurant,,,,,,,,,,,,,in your friends place,,,,,,,,,,, in your own place,,,,,,,,,,,in your classroom,,,,,,,,,,,,or anywhere on this planet you might have discussed a lot about your big big dreams,,,,,,,,,about the expectations that your parents have,,,,,,,,,,,I mean a lot such stuff

But…………………

Have you have thought about the million little things you once wanted to do,,,,,,,,,,,,a million little experiences you once wanted to have,,,,,,,and about million other such things that won't count in your success story

May be you have

But……………………….

When you are gonna do that million things,,,,,,these won’t be a part of some big achievement ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but these will just constitute a pack of million little smiles

Just dancing in rain,,,,,,,,,,,,,no matter where you are at the moment,,,,,,,,,,,in a crowded place,,,,,,,,,,outside you college,,,,,,,,,,,,,in the middle of road,,,,,,,,,anywhere

On a bike (in my case with a professional rider),,,,,,,,,on an unknown expedition ,,,,,,,,,but still cherishing every moment of it,,,,,,,,through mountains,,,,,,,,,,,,through plains,,,,,,,,,,,through beaches

On a walk along river side,,,,,,,,with a train of lovely thoughts in your mind,,,,,,,,,,,,too lost to observe people around you,,,,,,,,,,just enjoying your solitude

Singing loudly,,,,,,,,,,whenever feel the urge to do so,,,,,,,,,,walking on the footpath,,,,,,,,,,,in a bus,,,,,,,in busy market

A million other things,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

These are few things that maybe you wanna do but never did,,,,,,,,,,,what about,,,,,,,,,,,forgetting the society,,,,,,,,the people,,,,,,,,,,their thinking for sometime & have these lovely experiences??????????


P.S. :- ifyou don't wanna do any such thing,,,,,,,,,then you need not to freak out,,,,,,,,,,as these are few things that I wanna experience ;)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

one year of blogging!!!!!!!

(Birthday special post)


One year……………….

77 posts………………..

673 comments……………………..

1100 hits (only in 5 months,,,,,,as I added that gadget only five months before)………..

530 profile visits.................

15 followers (who follow my blog publicly,,,,,,,,,,there are many more who follow privately)…………

Visitors not only from India but from abroad also ………….

Huh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I guess I have earned a lot in one year



Today is the birthday of my blog “PASSIONATE STUBBORN”

Exactly one year has passed since I'm addicted to this blogging stuff..

Ummmmmmm,,,,,,,,,well one year ago,,,,,,,I had a bit knowledge about blogging but I thought only celebs do that (what a moron I was!!),,,,,,,then one day I came across an article about blogging in “The times of India” . That was the time when we were like locked in our homes due to the agitation that was going on in Jammu regarding that Amaranth land row(I hope you guys still remember that?????),,,,,,,so I thought of cultivating new hobbies,,,,,,,,,,though few days before I had starting reading also,,,,,,,,,I mean novels & stuff (hey,,,,,that means that this time marks birthday of my reading hobby also,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,hmmmmmmm,,,,,,,,31 books in one year,,,,,,,,including 26 novels,,,,,,,,,,,not bad,,,,& still there’s no end). Combined with the fact that writing has always been a passion for me, getting started with blogging wasn’t difficult. Initially,,,I wasn’t sure what I’m gonna write but then ideas just emerged & emerged so it wasn’t hard to carry on with this blogging stuff.

I never thought that anyone is ever gonna read my blog,,,,,so I just kept it as a secret,,,didn’t tell it to my friends,,,,,,,,,,,,then to my astonishment ,,,after few weeks of starting I got first comment on my blog & then first follower al,,,,,,,,,,,,,can’t tell u how great I felt then!!!

So then I decided to raise the curtains,,,,,,,,I told to my friends about my blog & put the link of my blog in my orkut profile.

My writing skills improved with time (still they suck but are a lot better) & ofcourse the quality of my posts. Many of my friends checked my blog & appreciated me & many made fun also ,,,,well,,,,,,,,,,that doesn’t matter,,,,I’m thankful to both the groups.

I didn’t realize when I became so obsessed with blogging that I started to put all my emotions & feelings in my blog rather to discuss them with others,,,,,,,,,,,and that actually helped a lot in healing many wounds.

Huh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,okay okay,,,now getting back to the lighter side,,,,,,,,,,,,,,in this one year this blog has given me so much

A very very good friend G,,,,,,,,,so many other friends who follow my blog,,,,,,,,comment on it,,,,,,,,,,guide me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,give sympathy,,,,,,,,,,,,,along with appreciation

It seems,,,,,,,,,it’s a different world here,,,,,,,,,,,with all those people who are more or less like you,,,,,,,,,,having some sort of same thinking & liking,,,,,,,,,,,,well it really feels great to open up here,,,,,,,,,,before the people who can understand you

Happy birthday P.S.(passionate stubborn)

I love you

P.S.:- this blog really means so much to me,,,,,,,,and it has been one year since I’m running this blog,,,,,,,,,,,I wanna hear from you guys,,,,,,,,,,,how this journey was like??????

Friday, August 14, 2009

just wondering how they change with time!!!!!!!!!




I was just wondering how the meanings of words & things change as we grow up.

I remember the times when I was little kid, the time when my mom used to make “chotti” or ponytail out of my hair as I didn’t know how to do it then, the mere thought of holidays used to bring a million dollar smile on my face. Then the word “holidays” meant no restrictions and I could just jump into the canal anytime ,,,,,,,splash & bath in the ice cold water ,,,,,,,,I could go to gather the black plum or the green mangoes without permission,,,,,,,I could run far in the fields to explore more,,,,,,,I could draw as many drawings as I wished,,,,,,,I didn’t had to sleep during the day time,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I could watch TV in the morning hours also,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I could actually fly as high as I my wings allowed


Now when I’m an adult,,,when I can make any hairstyle of my choice,,,,when I can cast a vote,,,,,,,,these holidays don’t seem to excite me much. Now they just mean some spare time to relax,,,,,,,,,to read the collection of e-novels & novels that you have gathered during a course of time,,,,,,,,,,to watch the collection of all the seasons of your all time favorite TV shows that you have got from someone,,,,to sleep more & more,,,,,,,,,,to really think about the lost essence of your life

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Snapshots of my life 3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here comes the much awaited post of all times (I guess I have used same starting line for snapshots of my life 2 also). If you are new to my blog then let me tell you that this post comprises of excerpts from my diary. So here we go:

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NC was telling his stuff. I like listening his stuff. I don’t like superficial people actually; I like people having dept, people who have some substance in them. I think I understood what he said; leaving few things though everything flew over PS’s head.

When I answered B sir that “fc” is layer specific, he said he didn’t say that “MUF” is not layer specific and to that I replied “Even I didn’t say so”, everyone started laughing, though I didn’t find it funny at all. Neha complemented that I’m very daring, now that was quite funny. I mean what’s daring in that, though that dignity issue with S ma’m was quite a daring move from me

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I got to know who is “Sam” of SM today; she’s our junior, nice gal. well,,,,,,,,,what to say about SM, he falls in love with every third gal. While walking towards college gate, I had a talk with AMM, nice guy. I haven’t mentioned about him na? he was telling his stuff, his schemes with teachers & all that.

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“Aaj jag mag hoya mandir ve………..” this bhajan is on in mata ka jagran at badi mamma’s place now. Soon I’ll be joining jagran just after writing my daily account.

SJ has given me the title “desh drohi”,,,,,man,,,,this guy,,don’t know what’s wrong with him?? NDK is also a bro to me, so what if I spend some time with him?? I told SJ that I don’t expect anything from others & I don’t want anyone to expect anything from me, to this he replied, “Keep these big big dialogues with you. I’m your bro, that’s it.” God, if you are my bro, then what’s NDK, an enemy??

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Today, I sat with RS,EJ,SS,not because it was SS’s birthday but because I wanna check EA’s blog & for that I needed RS’s cell. Nice blog, I wish she had written more. Hmmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,bad manners to snoop into other’s matter but can’t help it I’m a gal after all.

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We had mass bunk so we planned to go to picnic. SB, so sweet of her, she was going just because of me. But in the end, everyone changed their mind & only SB & I, were there, among gals. As I wouldn’t be good for us to go alone, so even we stepped out of matador. Just then I received call from dad & he told that he had received call from my college. I was like oh f***

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LOL, today EJ & I, caught RM red handed. He was with his gf. Actually, it was his b’day. Poor RM but he’s quite a chuppa rustam.

I got my new cellphone, yippee

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Friends are planning to go to SMVDU for a fest but I don’t want to go, though I have enrolled myself in fine arts. There are so many reasons for not going there but only one reason to go & that is SST.

BTW today I learnt to play bingo.

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RSJ, new entry, he’s my junior, EA’s friend, quite helpful & caring guy, helped a lot in SMVDU. I made tattoo’s, it was fun though I didn’t got any prize :(

But M bhaiya, VP bhaiya, A bhaiya really cheered me

Z came back to his university, just because of me,,cho chweet of him

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So depressing days of my life. I never thought my life can go this way. People ,whom I considered my friends, never understood me. Trust me, nothing can be more painful than this. I really can’t stop my tears. I have never felt so weak in my life. I am confessing that I am a real loser, two & a half years & no one has understood me. Was I too complex or was I too introvert????

As SM said, “If you have to explain everything then the friendship isn’t worth.”

Goddamn, no one thinks I was right. I was just supporting SST and………….

Did this hurt them so much????????????

May be,,,,,,,,,,but I apologized still………….

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Today I sorted out my problem , now GS,SJ,BPS are my friends again but SM, I’m not gonna talk to him, never. He’s such a fraud.

When I sent message to SST, she was literally about to weep.PSR &NDK were also upset after receiving my message. Oh god,,,,,,,,,that was such a depressing moment.

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I don’t think now things will be fine between PS & me but now I’m gonna be a good actor. Let’s see if I can change people around me.

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SM called me, said sorry, now he’s again a friend. Let’s see how good he can be now? Even AM send few scraps & I told him that I wanna talk to him. Let’s see what I can do?

Hey, now I have 12 followers, 54 posts & so many comments on my blog.

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I met G today for the first time,nice gal, I find my reflection in her.

After having returned, I called PS to tell about all this. Even SST wanted me to do so. SST, for the first time appeared to be so matured. Good, she’s changing.

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Writing after 10 days!!!!!!!

These days were full of happenings for me. I was actively involved in ECCENTRONICS. I was introduced to my seniors, A sir, S sir, R sir, RS sir. Really worked hard with them to make it a success. But B ma’m spoiled everything. T ma’m wept before us. It was so hard to see her weeping. She’s indeed a very good person.

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I lost my favorite coffee mug :(

It slipped from mom’s hand & broke into pieces.

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Result of 5th semester is out & I got one supplie,Wept a lot, but in college canteen RSR, PSR & I, were celebrating our backlogs. Seniors were also celebrating their result. Though I pretended that I was happy but my eyes were moist all the time & only EA noticed this.

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Again that trauma. This depression is not getting out of my head. I feel like quitting engineering now but I have to continue.

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Seniors had their last day, so R sir & S sir were with us. We had a treat. It was fun. We offered them maggi for writing a testimonial for us.

I got a call from SST, she was telling me that people are saying that I have changed. She was saying that KM thinks that I have attitude. Oh god,,,,,,,,,I’m like so confused.

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I received call fromPS’s number but SS was speaking. She said that she’ll come to my place for studying power. I was like so shocked when she told me she & PS were studying power already. I felt really bad. PS should have informed me that she wanna study with SS & not with me.

I was feeling low so I shared this with SB.

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Exams over, yeah yippee!!!!!!!!

Today I came online after such a long time. I won the bet though I cheated a bit also,,,,,,so we went to pizza hut.

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I was in kud for the past 14 days. Visited many places but I missed my mom & friends a great deal.

Received so many messages on the occasion of friendship day. Really its not less than a festival for we people.

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Got myself registered for 7th semester & now I’m a super senior :P

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P.S. :- so how was snooping in my life???????????

Monday, August 3, 2009

capturing the serenity !!!!

Well, who doesn’t want to spend some time in the lap of Mother Nature? When I got such a chance, I captured few beautiful views









P.S. :- These pics are of sanasar, patnitop, natha top, mantalai, sudhmahadev & kud

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Celebrating the spirit of friendship!!

21 years & infinite memories, majority of which are related to some special creaturess that I call my life but others call them my "FRIENDS"

Guys I can't ever forget that masti we did together, that wandering in streets, those gallons of cold drinks, that trip, those picnics, that canteen,those scoops of ice creams, that dhabha, those silly pranks, that shopping, those gol gappe, that silly photography, those college events, that variety of fast foods, those mass bunks, that non stop gossiping, those long chats, that endless scrapping, those naughty smiles, that caring look, those stressfull exam days, those funny messages, that stupid games, those horrible result days, that sweet sympathy, those cosy hugs, that silly tiffs, and......... the list is endless

I wanna thanks all my chuddie buddies, my school friends, my college friends, my juniors, my seniors, my batchmates, my classmates, my childhood friends, my teenage friends, my chat friends, my blogger friends, my orkut friends, my facebook friends, my dear friends, my near friends, my cool friends, my hot friends, my stupid friends, my genius friends, my best friends, my bestest friends..... I mean all my friends

really friends, you are the reason for me to celebrate this wonderful day

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL OF YOU

LOVE YOU ALL !!

P.S. :- Oh you were expecting your direct mention here, no problem, you may find your name here:

Thanks pooja, sepo, shivani, eko, reeti, ekta, pallu, shafu, anita, shanu, nameru, arunima, madhu, neha, riti, ruhi, cheena, geetanjali, prerna, manan, jogi, sumit, govind, harry, rohit, narsingh, anish, saini, HOD, sahil, karan, judge sahib, rameez, adarsh, madhur, atul, rai, shakti, suchika, rajesh sir, saurab sir, pavit sir, anupam sir, rhagav sir, gaurav bhaiya, VP bhaiya, mann bhaiya, prashant bhaiya, bhavna di, lee, sam, varun, tarun, varun bhaiya, deepak, bhanu, navdeep, aman, dheeraj, nitish, vipul, saloni, himanshu, yuvraaj, asif, aadil, umar, zubair, latif, saquib, illyas, nazish, mujeeb, vishal, hassan, aprajita, kokila, shivani koul.... Thank you all for being my friend
Hmmmm, Sorry if I skipped any name.
If you don't find your name here then don't feel bad because you are still my friend. Moreover, you must have found place in the classification of friends I have given above, right?

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